Have been...

going back and forth with this thing in my head for some time now…contemplating…I know it doesn’t sound like me but, there are those moments in life that we do have to value things and not just follow our impulses…well, I am a great believer that life does work organically and things do always fall into the right place but I do acknowledge that we choose the doors we open and the fights we fight…here I go, contradicting myself…in a split of a second the decision was made for me…made everything very clear…every interaction is different and every moment of our lives is different because we are never in the same head space and we do evolve…which is why I do not believe in regrets…do not believe in what if…there is a reason for everything…a time...every person that has walked into my life, even for a second, whether that second was happy, sad or painful helped me be who I am today without human interaction there’s no life, there’s no evolving…I am privilege to say that the people I have close to me, are amazing human souls…and is so real to me how much those people care about me and my wellbeing and to me this is an achievement…to me this makes life beautiful…worth living for...