Thursday, June 16, 2011

I do read...

not big on novels, I am visual so I would choose to watch a film...but I am infatuated with humans, life, so I love any book that helps me understand me and my kind...human behavior, human interaction...the human brain in all it's grace...how much we can achieve if we only use it, appreciate it...FaCiNaTiNg!...we are all different  but in some sort of way the same...different programing...and yes, we are born with certain qualities but,  they are useless if we do not develop them. Freedom, is more important than knowledge, even talent...knowing who you are, being comfortable under your own skin...that's the gift, the gift of life...knowing what you need to come alive...when people ask me why I am always happy I  say "you are as happy as you make up your mind to be"... I'm not always happy but out of my life experiences; I have learned that life is short and it's what we make out of it, so I choose to see the bright side of things. And if something hurts, I cry, I let it out, and I move on...I process fast, but not because I have no emotions like people have told me in the past but because one of my best qualities, is that I have seen the bigger picture from the beginning, and I made a conscious decision to want to have it as an experience...exploring...I do come from an actor's prospective, so I need to experience things and use them...I'm not saying I always know the outcome. I have been surprised at times but I have also gotten mad at myself for knowing and still having the need to explore...
Why am I writing this today?  'cause I love every single frame of this little thing that is called life. It fascinates me. It inspires me... It makes me feel alive...